thank you
that the lioness and the panther can be in the same place at the same time and just be
when i can live in no better than no less than
that i write lists and he plays games
to make a decision to be in this 100 percent
that the feelings of commitment don't come until i commit
to be what it is that i want to receive
that i still get moved by the message in meetings
that i still get tickled by the love in meetings
for giggle attacks
for days i manage not to fit my feet in shoes too small
for days i do things in two's
a growly hungry tummy
the bulk section at whole foods
making it just in timethat at different times in my life some tools are used more than others
like paying attention so i don't take anything or anyone for granted
and pausing so i don't let my fears ruin everything
for the lines god gives me sometimes
inapropiate and embarassing, but mine.
to pray to something that really exists
and to live in a solution that really works
that a little piece of gossip was dangled in my face and i took a big whopping bite out of it
for the consequences of that
for funny dorky laughs
the color yellow
christmas nails
a little bear pin to make a little banana happy
the smell of saliva
for the anus
and the dahli lama
that god is everything or nothing
that when i stopped putting my hand out, we started to get along
that when i started telling the truth, we started to get along
overhearing other people's conversations and practicing acceptance
for custom made prayers :
god, can't wait to see what you do with my life, my money, my sobriety, my relationships, my job, my school because it's all yours anyway.
for regular life
a clothes crisis
the 45 minute search for parking
sleeping in and running late
loud commercials
a puffy eye
the niners losing a game
that sometimes you have to wait in the line for the bathroom for a long time and the person before you took a major stinky dump
for regular life
i love it here.
