a diary of what i love and what i do

Saturday, August 13, 2011

dingkeengambo


thank you

"...we found ourselves thinking, when enchanted by a starlight night (or the vegas strip)'Who then made all this?'. There was a feeling of awe and wonder."
for the impeccable tan of the well to do
all the flashing lights
that first moment when (dot dot dot) ...
that aa has taught me how to shut up and pay attention
to take it all in and not take it all for granted
cab driver wisdom
how to spot a hooker
feel those G's
a bathtub in the center with a view
the 37th floor corner suite
sunshine junkies
hotel ammenities
a plate of fruit
the celine dion hologram
the russian santa claus
the sugar daddy
the venture capitalist
the baseball player
and the stripper
all god's people
for the natural twinkle in your eye
memories, just between us girls
memories, just between us lovers
for a catch, a shift, a change
to pick up what god is putting down
for the message through the most unexpected people and places
a break
a step
a breath
a clever higher power
3 sips in 5 days
the honesty
love on the other end of line
the natural of progression of things
"i wish i had a pool for you to lay by or at least a convertible car"
that i don't need to get it all down on paper because it's all there in my heart
that shit is messy but shit is alright
that life doesn't kill me it just moves through me
faith that whatever i need to make it through god will make available to me just in time
the fork in the road
my higher self
relationships as a spiritual practice not as status
born on the sun made of light dancing on earth
a planet full of happy places
in his arms
in the heat
in front of a rothko
on the hardwood floor
in a body of water
in the moment

for bunny.