a diary of what i love and what i do

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

oh snap.


thank you
for the smell of banana bread in the air
my first sugar free version
in and out burger for breakfast after a target adventure
the world's need to have a lot of a lot of things
the first unsnapping of a bra after a long day
letting the girls hang out
for dish washing gloves
happily humming to myself in the kitchen while making dinner
perfectly content in my own company
basil kale lettuce salad with nectarines and raspberries for dinner
to sit in a meeting and love the faces of everyone i see
that we never know who is going to stay
"you're not a fucking snowflake"
the funniest share i've heard in a while
for a sarcastic substitute
a summer of trips despite the summer classes
that california is a great place to travel
that she's coming home
mini bunny injuries
daily slut updates with no reservations
sex positive people to share it all with
no shady dark corners of lies
everything out in the open and in the light
falling asleep on the roof in the sun
to the sounds of birds cooing and cars honking and a flag flapping in the wind
yelling at my mom and apologizing within 5 minutes. miracle.
swallowing my pride and letting go of who's right
for windex
and power naps
that i can't make them want to give back, but i can give back myself
that i can't make them treat me with respect, but i can treat myself with respect
practice at laying down the tools and the boundaries
for pluots
for penis'
the jingle of a loose belt buckle
that when he doesn't try to put on the brakes i don't feel the need to step on the gas
to be more in love today than yesterday
only god can pull some shit like that