a diary of what i love and what i do

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Ridin' round the city with some brand new heat. Brand new car. Brand new feet


thank you
a post it that reads : do some sit ups you lazy whore
homemade spanish flash cards
a fall school schedule i don't need to figure out
to stop trying to do something when clearly there is nothing i can do at the moment. (control freak.)
for labor text play by play
a welcome song for milo
a fun bike ride through the city
not wanting to go to jail orientation and then being there and realizing how important it is to follow simple direction in order
an opportunity to practice consistency and compassion with inmates
that i get to go in and do my service and leave
to not measure my success or failure in time and numbers
and "any success i have is far more greater his than mine"
to pick myself up, dust myself off and start all over again
for A.A. - attitude adjustment
mannequin heads on the street
chewed and spit out bubble gum in the shape of a heart
white nectarines with salt for dessert
no sugar for hella days in a row
no hard and fast rules about life, except to do what's fun for me today
that he made it back from the abyss
that human parrots are also god in drag
to get behind what i'm willing to say in my heart and that making all the difference
give the apology, take the responsibility and show the consideration i wish i would receive
how in trying to free someone else up, i myself was set free. funny how that works.
"cuz you tryin hard to maintain and go ahead cuz i ain't mad at ya"
that molly speaks SLAAT fluently
switching pages on bedtimes stories
that god adjusted the light again and he got hotter
to chose to not do the shady shit around the monies and trust i'm already taken care of
for ponytail wearing days that feel like being 9 minus the shitty childhood
a new sponsee
a new bag
a new pair of sunshine pants for nine nine cents
a new view
new ho shit 2011