thank you
for a little bit of this and a little bit of that
the ability to show up and support my girls
miss cinnamon who shut that shit down
booty and cellulite and droopy titties
all viewed as beautiful and no need to hate
a painful hangnail
accepting failure
admitting to myself i was slacking off
a midnight snack
an invitation to hang with rusty countertop and white gold doing what we do
"hanging with the big boys breaking all the rules"
to be showered with love and consideration
expensive big gorey hollywood films with cheesy lines meant to be serious but really just make me laugh
for heads being smashed with maces and broken bones protruding from the body
my sponsors humanity
that god made room and opened new doors
and i love what's being offered even though at one point i was scared
once drunk whores being sober one day at a time
the little sounds and faces milo makes when i hold him
lolo on the line
a backwards indirect amends
flattery as a tool
allowing everybody to do the best they can with what they got from where they're at (myself included)
that the more i move away from the story i get to enjoy the reality
for galaxies of possibilities
to bask in the sunlight of the spirit
